No matter how hard I try
Involvement means nothing.
No matter how hard I try
My actions go unnoticed.
This is my final call.
Hear me out.
My thoughts, at times
Scream so loud that I
Can't bare to be around me.
So I shut myself in.
I'm awfully confused though
As to how I've gotten so far
Being irresponsible and careless.
I thought at one point
I heard you say you were proud
I thought I heard you praise me.
I swore I heard
But its terribly faint now.
I thought I was ready.
But you showed me I'm just a fool
For thinking so.
Thanks, if you really want to know.