If you really want to know.

No matter how hard I try
Involvement means nothing.
No matter how hard I try
My actions go unnoticed.

This is my final call.
Hear me out.

My thoughts, at times
Scream so loud that I
Can't bare to be around me.

So I shut myself in.

I'm awfully confused though
As to how I've gotten so far
Being irresponsible and careless.

I thought at one point
I heard you say you were proud
I thought I heard you praise me.

I swore I heard
But its terribly faint now.

I thought I was ready.
But you showed me I'm just a fool
For thinking so.

Thanks, if you really want to know.